Sunday, April 9, 2017

This is my promise.

I made some changes to my published posts just because I had been getting different perspective/view of what has been happening to my life. It felt like I was not telling the truth. Even though I was, at that particular moment when I published it. But not right now, when I have started re-thinking and reflecting. It almost like I have been blaming everyone and not myself, as if, it was easy for everyone else to have gone through it. Yes, I had to blame someone else to let me move on.

I was telling the truth, just not the whole truth. This day, onwards it will only be the whole truth. Not just the things that I consider as truth.

Thursday, March 16, 2017

Just feelings

"It'd be great if I could tell this to just anyone"

Sunday, February 5, 2017


I am sorry it was not much last year. But I promise in 2017, Im planning to do more.

Disclaimer : Got it from google image.

Let's be real now. I am leaving my teenage life, you call a 20 y/o teenager? Because I still feel like I am? What should I do now? Learn how to cook? 

Wednesday, July 27, 2016

22 July 2016

There were days where I thought of running to you and hold you close to me. For each time I try to reach you, for each time we try to get close to each other, it just makes us fall more apart from each other. It's like we are always reaching for each other but yet, stays at the same place.

After four rough year, I finally have you with me. But at this point, I was not sure enough to say that if I were still in love or I am just chasing what I have been chasing. Maybe I was too happy to have finally have you with me. Even though it wasn't a good start, but we managed to make it through. It lasted for awhile. Too short but managed to make us realise we are just not meant to be together. We fought a lot, a lot like nobody's business. We were always mad to each other to the point that we knew that we just couldn't handle each other and better off being friends. We understood the fact that I was not easy and you were not giving up your ego.

My heart still breaks with you. But I am grateful for what we had all these years together. Sometimes no matter how much love a person, but if its just not right for you it wont work. It wont work even if you  pour your whole heart out. It wont work even if you have spend your whole life chasing the same person. Maybe it was just me, I was not really in love anymore.

Friday, June 17, 2016


I have nothing to hold on to except your funny jokes.
Not much of a good memories created except harsh words thrown at me.
The amount of love you have given are just painted truth,
but the ego you have shown to me and the world are more than enough;
to again - shattered my heart to pieces.