20/09/2019

If this post is ever going to be posted, well...this will be my first post this year. As you can already tell, when I am posting that means I am overwhelmed with emotions. Hence, why I am here sitting on this corner, at the side of my bed in the so happened to be loneliest room of the entire world writing this. When I was going through depression back then, it was really hard for me to come out....

This is my promise.

I made some changes to my published posts just because I had been getting different perspective/view of what has been happening to my life. It felt like I was not telling the truth. Even though I was, at that particular moment when I published it. But not right now, when I have started re-thinking and reflecting. It almost like I have been blaming everyone and not myself, as if, it was easy for everyone...

#3

We were like fantasy, In love like no one can beat, I used to sneak out at 3, To be with you; stargazing, You never really liked to do all this, But you appreciate I'm willing to do all the bad things, And I still thought you were amazing, Until I realize, no good ever come to m...

Lost him.

He is my dream, He was in my dream, He is the image I imagine, He is the view that I like to see. He doesn't exist, He is my dre...